Brain Ghosts
Ja denna kortis har jag fått insperation från av helt olika saker.... och den är på Engelska och den är verkligen inte den bästa, om jag har gjort något fel eller något ser klantigt ut så säg gärna till :)
”I don’t want to be here!”
Jonas smashed the back of his head in the wall and sighed. He could kill for a smoke. Terrifying he looked down on his hands; they shook as if they had some kind of damage on the nerves. Holy shit his black nail polish was so ugly and old, nearly gone on some of his nails…
This place smelled sterile and uncomfortable. He looked around in the corridor. Two persons sat in a red sofa and looked into nothingness, their eyes didn’t focus. Down the corridor he saw a lady with bushy hair she hadn’t brush in week, mumbling by herself. This people scared him like hell. He already had problem with his sleep and everything around this place didn’t helped him at al. They just provoked his brain ghost even more and it got even worse. When would someone understand that this just made everything like a hell?!
“How do you feel, Jonas?” An attendant with friendly eyes asked and she had her blonde hair in an a bun.
“When can I leave this place?” Jonas sighed and closed his eyes.
“When you feeling better” She smiled and tilted her head.
“And how does that feels?” Jonas asked and he didn’t even care it was a stupid thing to say.
“Well only you can ask yourself that question I’m afraid” She said and raised one eyebrow. “Do you feel any better?”
Jonas nodded. “I do”
He wanted do get out of here, and nothing could stop him. He couldn’t bear this anymore. He wanted to meet Yao, talk to him and be with him!
“Are you sure? Well stay here and I will take a look at your journal” The attendant said and walked away.
Jonas banged his head at the wall again. Fuck, fuck, fuck ,fuck! Why couldn’t his brain ghost just stop? Right here, right now? He didn’t want to be a part of this sick and scary people, he wasn’t like that so why did they keep him here?!
“I can’t let you out just yet” The attendant said when she came back.
“For fuck sake!” Jonas shouted out with anger and the attendant stepped back one foot. “Can I at least have a smoke?!”
“I’m really sorry, but you said that the day before yesterday and then you ran away, do you remember?” She said and forced a smile upon her face.” You can’t leave this department in twenty four hours”
“You got to be kidding me?!” Jonas sighed angry. “I want to get out, goddammit!”
He stomped away on angry feet down the corridor. He was so angry he could explode. If he hadn’t been so damn stupid and had runaway he could have been out now. Then he and Yao had sat in the theatre and watched a movie. Sad, frustrated and angry he flung up his mobile.
Jonas: Sorry hun, no movie tonight, they are not letting me out! >:
Yao: Don’t give up, you are at the right place now, you are always in my mind <3 And its okay, we can watch that stupid movie some other time! ^^
Jonas: When will you visit me? Miss you! <3
Yao: Miss you to! I’ll see if I can come tomorrow, hugs and kisses from me! Love you! <3
The last text made Jonas smile and he answered it with a heart before he putted the phone away. Twenty four hours, twenty four long and dead hours before he could come home. Like every other time he had been here, this hadn’t helped him at al.
